A brand new start...

25.9.2012
the day im leaving this place for real.
jojo is right.. no matter how gd or bad the memories are..
memories are memories.
they contributed and pushed us to grow, to improve..
n most importantly to become strong.
No one can predict the furture.
So... SEIZE THE MOMENT!!

its actually quite sarcastic...
4 yrs ago... on the exact same date...
Me and alan get tgt...
LOL how would the me tht time knew tht i was gonna leave after 4 yrs.
you may feel like fate and destiny is playing games
yet... we can always fight them thru..
its not sad at all.. its juz a process of learning n growing

time flies....
well we have to move on and look forward...
its so gd tht v hv loads of ppl next to each other..
supporting and being low b XD
the thing i proud of the most is meeting u guys.. the taskforce
n please let me for being gay:
im also so pleased and lucky to meet fbb, the man of my life =v=
THANKS TF!!

thanks jojo for spending nights to talk shit with me..
for doing sit ups for mr.carrot..
for bringing so much happiness for the melb trip..
n for vomitting on my mattress... LOL

thanks wilson for calming me down when i was still being rage..
for tolerating my bad tempers =P
for torturing every single of my rabbit toys..
n for all the adivce you gave.

thanks pma for being gay XD... well bringing all the happiness to the gp
for choosing me to talk to when ur sad =]
for being scolded by me ... XD
n for cheering me up when i was down...

thanks connie for bringing so much happiness during the times in syd..
for listening to me bullshitting abt love affairs for like yrs XD
for crying like shit n hugged me when u were sad..
n for taking loads of pics during our meetingssss =]

for fbb =v= it will b like a 1000000 words essay if im typing it out..
well... im leaving now..
SEE YOU ALL IN HK!!!
LOVE YOU ALL TF
MWAHHHHHHH* <3

邁步向前

「再辛苦也好，亦不要淡忘，前景多好看。」

人的一生，大概就是由林林總總的過去一點一滴所砌成的吧。
然而就因為由過去堆砌而成, 比起活在當下，人們更多時總在緬懷過去。
而這種回憶，卻把人們綁在過去的陰影當中，忘記了現在。

總有那麼個夜晚，會忽爾的回想起以往的時光...
有開心的，有歡暢的；有哀愁的，有悲痛的。
然而不論是何種感情，總是教你回味不已。
然後這突如其來的回憶碎片，喚來了更多它的同伴。
不知不覺地，你已經沉醉在記憶的花園裏，於這個迷宮中漫步著。
一路走著，可能你想起了曾經你身邊的她，曾經一起渡過的初夏；
又或者你想起了那年與摯友，相約前往異地同遊的那段時光。
回憶，就如一杯醇酒，愈是久遠，愈是值得細味。
突然的message鈴聲響起，把你從那個世界強拉了回來。
你呆呆的會心微笑了一下，然後把電話拿起，開始回覆起來。
你邊回覆著，邊想著剛剛想起的過去，想著昔日的快樂，想著成為大人後的種種不安。
這種對比，更令你渴望擁有回到過去的機會，希望能夠多體驗一次那一段年青的時光，擺脫現在種種束縛，哪怕一次也好。
可惜人生只有一次，你也深深明白這條道理，所以你選擇放棄那不可能的希望，然後合上雙眼，改為期盼自己會有更好的明天。

光陰似箭，無數次這樣的夜晚令你也慢慢領悟了另一條道理：活在當下。
你開始懂得放開過去，然後注視著前方，繼續向前邁進。 

際遇

「天涯途上 誰是客 散席時 怎麼分? 」

人生中總會遇到許許多多的不同的人
絕大部分的, 都只會與你或妳僅僅的擦身而過
或許你們會把眼睛對上, 但那只不過是短短的一瞬間而已, 大概就跟眨眼的時間差不多吧

而在那些遇見的人當中, 佔了那少數的
你們會認識彼此, 有所交流
或記得他的名字, 又或忘記了
如果在街上碰見, 大概就是打個招呼, 寒暄數句以後便說再見的關係吧

而在這少數的人當中
你們遇見了志同道合的人
時而談天, 時而說地; 時而歡笑, 時而哭泣
不論怎樣傻氣的事情, 你都會覺得能與這些人一起分享
不管多麼微小的東西, 他們都會與你一起開懷暢談
然後,  時間把你們慢慢拉的愈來愈近
成為了大家的理所當然的存在

而你們都認為
這個理所當然, 能夠永遠的存在

然而
永遠, 幾遠?
時間將你們拉近, 卻也將你們分開
分離將至
你們都依依不捨
沒有想像過將來的你們也都開始做起無謂的幻想
想像他會放棄離開, 留在你的身邊
可惜幻想終歸幻想
要走的還是要走
就這樣你們收起幼稚的空想
以成熟的模樣揮手
送別你親近的存在
看著他的背影逐漸變小
你在心中許下無人知曉的承諾
然後向著大人的世界著實的一步步邁進

Rainbow

It is a post from my old blog, however, i wanna share it with you,
because I know you guys belong to the HARDTHINKERS :DDD...

What is a rainbow for you? A colorful bow in the sky? A miracle? Magic? A childhood memory? Or do you simply think of an "optical and meteorological phenomenon that causes a spectrum of light to appear in the sky when the sun shines onto droplets of moisture in the Earth's atmosphere"?

Grown up persons would not see it as anything special, because we simply know that a rainbow is "optical and meteorological phenomenon that causes a spectrum of light to appear in the sky when the sun shines onto droplets of moisture in the Earth's atmosphere"

But for children, it is a different story. They do not treat it as a scientific or meteorological phenomenon. For them, it is like magic, a miracle about which they get extremely excited and totally amazed. I have got to realize this because I am now sitting in the bus on my way home, and behind me are two little children screaming out their fascination about the rainbow in the sky right now.

These kinds of screaming kiddies usually annoy me. However, this time they make me think back to the time when I was their age. I actually used to be same. Each time I saw a rainbow, I would constantly stare at it at our window until it is disappeared and I got freaky about that “miracle” too.

Children do not think about cause and effects. The missing knowledge gives them the magic that makes them happy. The fact that children think simple makes them seeing things as complex and special.

It’s just sad that after we have grown up, we forget how common things in our childhood used to make us all excited and happy. It’s sad that we fail to see the beauty and specialness in daily things because we know a logic explanation for them, and because we take them for granted.

It’s sad that we smile less because we think more.

Don't be forever alone!

let's not sleep, but say what we have to say and share what we want to share,

be it happy, sad, confusing, deep, gay, funny, serious or just on9 :D

 you never never sleep alone :P